really miss rachel today. we need another skype date or anything. i just wanna hear her voice and if im really lucky see her face. i think im going to re grow charlie the pumpkin. i loved watching him grow. and then watching him die. im going to have a pumpkin to carve this halloween. oh i also cant wait to go to new york and visit my god family so she can cook me some food i like. not trying to be mean but she is the second best cook. my mom comes first. i love her and her cooking. kind of like the hoop nose ring. its gonna stay for a while. my room looks like it threw up. my bed is on the floor close are everywhere and my desk omg horrendous. oh well you just gotta smile and love life :)