whoops?

what if i told you i smoked cigarettes and had a couple of beers while i was reading the bible? and thats the way i truly 'felt' god. i feel like 90percent of the church world would be disappointed. when really the good old jc hung out with the people that smoked a little bud and had a couple drinks sometimes or often.

i went running yesterday and jesus music kept coming up for shuffle so i just left it and i kid you not jesus music has never spoken to me so much before. nothing crazy happened, i was just like man this music is so gnarly right now.i had the 'holy spirit' touch my back right shoulder. yes whenever the 'holy spirit' comes around i tend to feel it on my back (KINDA CRAZY) like someones hand is touching me. ive always kept it to myself 'cause i thought i was thinking crazy thoughts, but one day nikki told me her cheeks get red/warm whenever it comes around. so i was like ohh im not crazy other people feel it too.